There is still hope as long as we believe,
There is still joy tough some grieve.
There is still love among all hate,
There is still a future on the cards of fate,
In these pages of my life.
"
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you"
It's been a long day.
I miss that red car.
I miss everything about that red car.
I have yet to finish my assignmentS.
I feel lazy.
I feel like not doing anything.
I have signed up in facebook.
Facebook is cool.
Facebook has so many functions to play with when I'm bored.
I will be working till end of this month.
I wanna go for a swim but I have no one to accompany me.
I have change my bed sheets, clean my room, and made some item switching around my room.
Today's weather is perfect. Especially to sleep.
I like my wallpaper.
I like my bed sheet.
There has been very little pictures, in fact no pictures in my posts lately.
I don't know what's gonna happen to my role-play assignment this week.
BITCHY DAY. That's all I can say. For goodness sake.. why do you wanna act smart when you don't know anything? God knows for what reasons you do that.. GOSH! Go dig your grave early.
Phew.. again.. I will have this post about assignments piling up. That happens every semester.
Since I got nothing much to say, I shall call it a day..
Ok... this post is made to prove that my blog isn't dead. See the big title up there?
ALIVE!
I am just being lazy and using my 'buziness' as an excuse not to update this bloggie. Just bear with it. { as though I have 987654321 readers here. XD }
Current sounrtrack: Jaci Veslasquez ~ Imagine me without you.
Winter Frost
OUR love blossomed as spring begun,
As beautiful flowers bloomed under the sun
You held my hand and you touched my heart
From that moment on, we would never part
It felt like magic, the love that we shared
The greatest feeling that I’ve ever had
So I decided to let my words be few
For my heart spoke of an eternity with you
Then summer came and spring had to go
As for our love, it continued to grow
Then I was certain about you and I
That our young love would never die
Love grew deeper with each new day
We thought our summer would forever stay
Foolish we were, indulging in such bliss
We thought it would actually last like this
Our dear summer ended with a sigh
Leaves began falling, autumn drew nigh
Losing the magic that spring had brought
We gave our love second thoughts
Then I held you close and began to say
Don’t leave, everything will be okay
But the change we felt could not be denied
For autumn had come, summer had died
And ’twas the end of summer’s reign
With autumn’s approach and with it, much pain
But pain wasn’t the word to describe it
For it was only the tiniest bit
Of the tip of the iceberg that autumn brought
Beneath it all was worse than we thought
’twas then I really began to appreciate
The love we once shared as it moved towards hate
Autumn leaves fell, slowly, fading to gray
As did our love, slowly fading away
Autumn was longer than we thought it would be
We wished what came next, would come hastily
I went all out and said, “Come what may!”
“Be careful what you wish for,” I heard some say
For out of the blue came a hint of snow
You gave me ‘that look’ and I said, “I know”
With a peck on the cheek we sealed our goodbyes
How I wish I could wipe those tears off your eyes
How I wish I could hold your hand once again
To say that our love would forever remain
But now I sit here all by myself, and all by myself I linger
With deep regret because I expected our love to last forever
But like the trees that fade and the flowers that wither
Our love wasn’t strong enough to survive the winter
Current soundtrack: Taylor Swift's Teardrop on my guitar
Life is still going on. More challenging tasks to be done. One after another. Spare me more energy.
Also..I almost die-ed in the afternoon just now. Class finish at 12.. so i drove.. since my dad is lazy to wake up in the morning to send me.. hee hee.. ok.. continuting the story, the parking lot now is like.. tuna's in a can. and guess what, i was stuck there.. having an early class gives me an advantage of picking any parking space i like..
god knows it gave me hell of a problem parking my car there.. car on the left.. fine.. car on the right.. also fine..car at the back still normal.. but car in front... DIE la of course..
how am i suppose to get out of there.. gotta reverse and go forward like what seems forever.. and for once.. i got too close to the other car. the space between that purple vios and my car was like.. an a4 paper.. WTF!!! nervous nervous..
and theres like 3-4 other guys watching me.. i even get down from the car to see if my car got scratched or not .. so MALU!!! lucky enough.. i made my way out of there without needing anyone's help..*proud proud*... phew.. such great relieve..no scratches.. everything seems like it was before.. i think.. if it was my other girl friends who was driving .. they would be screaming on top of their lungs.. lol...
The soundtrack is so awesome.. nice but sad lyrics.. try listenin' to it..
"Teardrops On My Guitar"
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into..
AH! Today felt like the worse experience sitting the train home. Weather was hot.. and I had gastric.. OMG.. Felt like DYING!! It was unexpectedly painful this time.. blame the lecturer... He was partially blind. Classes was brought forward an hour ealier due to the AMOUNT of people in the class.. Only 4.. 4 of us there.. waited about half an hour in the class... and reason being he was late for class.. I was here at 12.10.. and 12.15.. but i saw no one.. he ended up leaving me starving.. and he enjoying his lunch.. DUH!
Nfuff said.. Seems like i will be blogging only on the weekends.. Timetable this time is just a so-so.. I will be dead tired on mondays and tuesdays. wednesdays and thursdays will be much better.. but all the lil' lil' assignments will keep me busy.. up till friday.. where the time isn't that packed up.. wait.. i might be working on some fridays.. since the timetable changed.. so.. that leaves me with saturday and sunday...
if i'm lazy... then.. no post for the week?
will try to update as often as i can...
And if you wouldn't notice, today is the 20.07.2007.
ok.. i remembered typing a post yesterday.. i don't know where it went.. =.="
Was just saying that my post before this was the 100th. After about a year having this blog, now i've finally reached the 100th post.. Been writing more then i've expected.
1.What turns you on? Guys in boxers or guys in brief or nothing at all or…? ~uhmm.. guys in brief? nothin' at all will look weird i guess... lol... i'll just go to the next question..
2.Would you buy flowers 4 a guy as a present? ~Present ar.. hmm.. maybe.. unless the guy is allergic to flowers larh.. lolx..
3.If your bf doesnt have a car, would you u drive him around? ~My bf WILL have a car sooner or later. so in the mean time... hmm... i will...
4.Hot guy in a party, would you approach him? If yes, how? ~this one.. ha... observe him first.. who knows he might make a move.. if he doesn't then i'll just watch others? haha..
5.Is size really that important? ~size ar... not really... i would of course find a one tat suits me right... if i LIKEhim... anything else can't turn me down..
6.He is the guy of your dreams. Would you play hard to get? ~again.. it depends.. also have 2 see is he really into me or not...but i sometimes find myself givin' in too easily.. haha... conclusion, observe and FEEL....
7.He is an hour late for your date. Would you still go out with him on that date or have a girls night out? ~everything happens, happens for a reason... right? maybe he was queing up to buy tat something special for me? haha...
8.You burped when you are kissing. How would you handle this situation? ~erh.. like dis ar... "oops.. sowee.... not on purpose?"
hehehe. i'm done with tis taggie.. a short and rather fun one.. haha..
and my taggies goes to:
Timothy cheok.. (change everything to the opposite larh... haha.. )
Tee hee... I've got so many things to say... I've gotten my HDD!!!! OMG~ haha.. 320GB leh.. got it at quite a good offer... so .. ok la.. satisfied..
Next, I've also gotten my salary. I finally earned my own money, by myself. Very proud indeed. First time working after 19 years of living on this round thing we call earth. Not promoters, not cashiers, but a succesful accounts clerk. I must thank my boss-the employer, who taught me everything from scratch. Also thank him for the lunches and tea he treated me. Not forgetting the sushi at Sakae yesterday which I think cost him quite a lot..
Mummy's birthday was yesterday also.. went to Pasar ikan for dinner... (Manhattan fish market if you do not know what i was referring to). I was suppose to pay for it. but again, I had free dinner when we met my dad's ex-collegue. I only got my mom a pair of crystals- which she liked a lot.. She happy, I also happy.
I almost forgotten... a thing that made me so happy today was .. my mom went surveying on cars.. lolx.. first we saw the new viva in the mall, then beside it was a waja. then after talkiing to the salesperson, came the topic about the proton saga. the 27k proton saga.. my mom was soo into it that I thought i was getting one.. haha.. My mom even asked my aunty about that car because my cousin own's one. Now the decision is on my dad's hands.. i gotta manipulate his mind.. teach me how...
Class begins tomorrow.. I have nothing to comment about that... other than the timetable... sighs~
Nobody could understand the pleasure of completing a set of accounts accurately other than the person completing it. I don't study accounts, i hate accounts, and now, for the first time, I have to do accounts at work. Not an easy task I must say. One mistake and that is what made me restless the whole day. I have to complete some closing accounts for the company I'm working for tomorrow. Will be another biggie headache..
Well, holidays will end in two days, which means the beginning of semester 4 in college.. also, tomorrow's date will be.....
07-07-07
which is my favourite number of all, and, and, and..... it's my mummy dearest's birthday.. *woot* *woot* *woot*
She's been such a great mom all these years.. I sincerely thank you for all the love and care you gave us. I LOVE YOU MOM! The whole house would tumble down if it was without you.
Dinner will be on me tomorrow... hehe... using my first-experience-working-salary-with-much-success. *proud proud*